The house of tokyokitty

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2010-10-20T22:02:00.000-07:00

Please visit me at www.vintageandbell.blogspot.com

Three little things ..

2009-04-28T21:23:00.000-07:00

Three Names I go by
1. Rhonda
2. Fatty
3. R-Honda

Three Jobs I have had in my life
1. Door to door salesperson
2. Club Hostess
3. Concert promoter

Three Places I have lived
1. Bonnyrigg
2. Shenzhen
3. Lansvale

Three TV Shows that I watch
1.Gossip girl
2.House
3. Ugly Betty

Three places I have been
1. Japan
2. Korea
3. China

People that text me regularly
1. Rob
2. Tuan
3. Aj

Three of my favorite foods
1. Vietnamese Sour Soup
2. Korean food
3. Steak and mushroom sauce

Three of my biggest guilty pleasures
1. Eating a big pile of Fries while watching scrubs
2. Sleeping 14hrs a day
3. Body buttering myself and lying under the air conditioner with cucumbers on my eyes

Three favorite movies of my childhood
1. Clueless
2. Ever after
3. Matilda

Three things i hate
1. Racists
2. extremely dumb people
3. the ways my ears pop in airplanes

Three greatest fears
1. Getting old
2. Insects
3. Heights

Things I am looking forward to
1. The weekend !
2. Sydney fashion week with bonnie + V
3. PCD concert

Bee with an itch .

2009-04-14T03:00:00.000-07:00

Life is so repetitive these days i wanna rip my legs off, not like i go anywhere anyways. There's very little things in life that i cant survive without but going out is definitely one of them.

I know, i know im 22 now and my time has past but i still miss the days when i was painting the town red in my mini and four inch pumps.

Yes, getting old is depressing.

On the flipside, getting older has many other perks, you can make fun of younger kids knowing full well that the most they will do is go around and bitch about it, which they can do, and already do.

Perhaps its the impending time of the month but ive been feeling especially bitchy- I was on the train to uni and this girl who looked like a 12yr old posing as a prosititue walked up and looked like she was intending on sitting in the seat next to me, if i moved my bag, i simply smiled at her and continued to read my textbook.

Watch out those in my firing line, i do bite - i will give you rabies. But hey atleast im not like those 16yr olds who will randomly bite guys for no aparent reason for a little attention, you can get STD's from them. I had one jokingly act like she was going to bite me, if she did i would have knocked her front teeth out - yes, ovulation makes u do these kinda things.

It doesnt help that assignment period is starting and ive started getting a cold. Im trying to read the damn outline and i cough so much my vision gets blurry.

Only one thing fixes this kinda grumpy, and thats shopping. Ive already been scouring through Online stores and ive decided to get a wet look, high waisted mini skirt, a black leotard and a pair of those harlem pants that make my legs look like turkey legs - they look ugly on me, but good on the manequine. I also want to get a nice black biker jacket- although i've yet to find one i like.

If only i had somewhere to go so i could wear my new clothes!

One more weekend in watching Scrub reruns and im going to gauge my eyes out (note to self - do not talk about self mutilation again)

Anyways im just going to post pretty pictures cos i know noone cares about what im writing.

My birthday

Cutting the cake - my bf looked super yummy that night
Bonnie + Vanessa's Birthday

Who in their right mind would let me steer a yatch?

Steve's Bithday
I felt so under-dressed =/

-- kitty x

five days to go ..

2009-03-08T01:30:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile since i've spent a day at home and im very thankful for it. Uni has started so its so hard to have a free moment to myself.

But luckily today i had all day to sit on my ass, eat and sit on my ass abit more. Which ive noticed is expanding quite rapidly.

The dress i bought a couple months back that ive been saving for my birthday was a comfy fit when i bought it, Now im struggling and flailing like a idiot to get into it.

Its always this time of the year i bloat up like a balloon, but greasy meals and 14hrs of sleep a day will do that to you..

So now im attemping a self induced starvation regiment to loose everything before my birthday in 5 days !

So far ive caved into my cravings four times... today ... argh !

Im forver doomed to be a porker !!

But its my birthday in 5 days .. which means dressing up and being out on the town with the girls woop woop !

Last year was a blast, this year should be event better

My 17th

My 18th

My 19thMy 20th
My 21st
On a side note, my cousin Linh has started her own blog too! It will give her something to do when shes sitting arond at work. I even designed the Banner for her.. which was damn hard because i dont have photoshop at the moment, so it was mostly fashioned in paint.. ahaha how ol school!

http://www.theatypicalhousewife.blogspot.com/

She even mentioned me in her first blog, at the part where she mentions: "younger, more hip and trendy cousin"

Yep! thats me ! kekek I felt so much less stressed that im turning 22 after reading that !

Happy Birthday to me !

-- Kitty xx

Birthday

2009-03-07T03:25:00.000-08:00

I need ideas for a theme for my birthday .. any suggestions ?

-- kitty xx

Future music babyy !

2009-03-03T05:02:00.000-08:00

Future music was a couple days ago and im still so disappointed in myself in looking so plain and boring. I usually find the most ridiculous outfits for things and wear them without shame. This time it was soo depressingly lame i'm a little annoyed at myself. Girls came in wonderwoman costumes, sequines and big chunky wedges. The really hardcore girls just came in tiny fluro coloured bikinis that barely covered their obvious breast argumentations (not a judgement, just an observation).
All in all it was a fun day out with my girlies -- i love u alll !

Looking fresh and happy

Funky eye makeup

Liem you chimer lol...

-- kitty xx

look book 09

2009-02-24T09:23:00.000-08:00

So its the beginning of a new year and uni is about to start and im dying to get some new clothes to i can look tres chichić (my new word, lol) for my first day ! Lame reason i know, but its the only way i can justify shopping in these harsh economic times. my poor credit card has had its fair share of abuse the last couple of months. I think this year ill be less flashy in my dress sense and try and look a little more subtle (if that's possible). Its just the way i want to dress will require me to loose about 10-15 pounds as a starter, which is such a depressing thought cause i know Ive been eating like crazy for the last two to three weeks (yes rob, this is your fault, but at least we are getting fat together =] )

Im thinking more a floral bohemian look for this autumn. So im looking for a nice long dress and breezy singlets. I don't want anything tight or constricting because of the recent weight gain i rather not look like a pig in string. Lately ive had a fondness for the colour lime so im currently looking for some cute accessories to go with my new look. I can already see the money draining out of my account...

The look, the stockings are super sexy

The Japanese have got the right idea, love the bag

How comfy does this look? i could gain 10more pounds without anyone noticing!

I love, love, love this outfit, it looks so effortless. I want that top! Not that bohemian but the top is uber chichić (the model looks scary though *whimpers*)This is so unbelievably cute, but you need to be leggy otherwise you'll look frumpy
OMG matching umbrella !
The hair is a miss, but the dress is soo breezy
Lena fuji is my idol !

-- kitty xx

Summer love

2009-02-24T01:26:00.001-08:00

Its been so long since ive blogged but that only means im out enjoying my summer holidays and not cooped at home infront of my computer.
The summer has seem so much longer then the rest of them and so full of fun and laughter.
Since my to china i have done my fair share of partying.
I got to fly down to melbourne to explore the nightlife down there and drive up to seal rocks to enjoy the beautiful secluded beaches.
Its only one more week till i go to uni and as per usual im dreading it-- who wouldnt eh ? but its bitter sweet because my parents agreed to let me stay at robs place during the week when i have uni ... yippeee !
Things are looking up for me for 09 !
finally i feel like i am growing and letting go of my emotional baggage.
I think today has been the only day in weeks that ive actually stayed home and done nothing, which is fine with me, going out alot makes you appreciate the quite time you have at home to yourself.

Im going to take this week to rest, reflect and to try and prep myself for the what is hopefully is my last year at uni, im going to study like crazy with the thought in mind that i can finally get uni and done with.

Its not that i dont love uni its jus that after a certain amount of years it just gotten so dull and watching your friends graduate one by one makes it even more depressing ! None the less uni has great holidays, with plenty of time to party and relax which is going to make it difficult it to adjust to a 9-5 job later on..

ANYHOWS .. now that ive made myself all bummed out thinking about uni.. theres also lots to look forward too!
If i graduate this year, my parents are sending me to the US for a couple months to holiday and celbrate my emancipation of uni ! thats definately something im looking forward too !

Ok anyways ill quit harping on.. and put up some pretty pictures to decorate =] i still havent installed photoshop on my comp yet... so all the pics are el natural .. such a scarey thought

At the beach at seal rocks

With my girls <3>
Love the graffiti art in melb

Drinks at Cho Gao
Eating Pho at Springvale - melbournes equivilant to cabramatta
Eddy's 21st bday beach house @ wroonga (spellcheck please)

The gangClubbing with the girls

Chinese new years @ grandma's
We even had a lion dance !

welcome 09 !

-- kitty xx

Bored

2008-12-03T23:54:00.000-08:00

God, im gettin so bored here, its the same dull routine everyday that generally consists of eating and sleeping. When did my family holidays get so damn dull. To add to that my parents are leaving for a few days for business and leaving me and my brother all alone with nothing but some money and our small vocabulary of chinese. Not that a couple of days at home wouldnt be nice compared to the daily 8am wakeup call from my parents. For one im actually hoping to go on a sightseeing tour somewhere to keep me from going insane. Somewhere like singapore or japan? But knowing how busy my parents are i doubt we will reach any furthur then Hong Kong. Sad but true.

Everything is just getting on my nerves here. Even the massage last night was a pain. The girl giving me the massage was so pretty but i had a little more then a hunch she didnt like me. Ok, so maybe im a little paranoid but hey, paranoid is better then bored. First she was pushing on my forehead so hard i have a bruise on my head, then she started literally pulling my hair, then pinching my back so hard i felt like she was trying to rip something off then punching my repeatedly on my back so hard i felt like my dinner was comming up again. Needless to say i was feeling as firm as tofu by the time she was done.

Please someone get me out of here! Three more weeks of this and im going to go a crazy [more then i already am]

-- kitty

R.I.P mousie

2008-11-30T04:23:00.000-08:00

The last couple of days have been so exhausting im sick again! Almost as sick as last year when i spent time in the hospital here having a salient drip placed in me for hourrssss. This time it came so suddenly i dont know what triggered it. One minute im watching friends on my laptop and the next moment i feel the sudden urge to spew, which was reddish and i could see bits of the peanut m&m's i had jus eaten, kinda look like a Strawberry Daqirie [very graphic i know lol] So then i KO'ed for the rest of the day, hopefully ill feel better tomorrow.

Which is more then i can say for my new pet mouse. I only bought him yesterday arvo and it was sooo hungry and was literally chewing on his own cage. So i felt so bad i fed it rice and banana's and it just kept eating and eating! It was 1.5 times it size by the next morning. Anyhows it seemed fine so i left it when i went to have dinner and by the time i got back it was lying flat on his front, his little arms and legs stretched out infront of him but still alive.. So i thought it must be resting but after about5 30minutes my poor little mousie was POOK GAI ! I told my mum when i bought him that if i couldnt look after him then id never have kids and OMGGG it died in less then 24hrs! Im going to make SUCH a bad mother *tear tear*

God i hope i get better, im going stirr crazy at home ! arrhhhhh !

-- Kitty xx

Happy Biirthday mum！

2008-11-28T06:33:00.000-08:00

So it was my mums birthday two days ago and i totally forgot, i feel so guilty about it as well. My dad remembered.. today.. and got her a big bunch of flowers which made me feel even worst. But how am i suppose to remember her if she doesn't even remember her own?!

* Dad walking up with a bunch of roses*

mum "wonder who gave those to him ?

* Dad gives Ｈer the roses*

mum " what are these for"

dad "for YOU!"

It takes her about another 45seconds to figure out the reason why she got flowers, but was pretty happy when she got them even though they were slightly late.

Anyhow yesterday i got to spend the day at my beach house because my dad was on Business somewhere. This is the first time i actually got to use the pool, its usually emptied for the winter so i took the first chance i had to take a dip. So me and my brother got downstairs and we realised we[i] forgot our[my] floatie [ok, so i cant swim] So i screamed out to my mum 9 floors up and miraciously she heard us, yes, my voice is THAT loud. So i told her to throw it down to us [which was an obviously stupid idea with the gale force winds that day] But she did anyways and it dropped and bounced of the railing of an apartment on about the fifth floor, which was a close call. I ran through the garden to fetch it and to my disappointment couldnt find it =/ It was another 5minutes of searching till we realised that it had flown into an apartment on the first floor. So what do we do ? After deciding it was not physically possible for me to climb onto the first floor balcony i manage to persuade my little brother to let me boost him over the railing and into the apartment, which was luckily unoccupied. It was going well until cleaners came to see what was going on and i had to explain quickly in poor Chinese we can innocently dropped our floatie into someones balcony. I doubt they believed me, but hey, whats the reason i would wanna rob an empty apartment ?

I dont know why but i like it when little things like that go wrong, makes my life a little more interesting.

wonder what im doing tomorrow ?

-- Kitty xx

Eye of the storm

2008-11-24T19:59:00.000-08:00

I cant believe its been so long since I blogged, after telling myself i'll set aside time to blog each week. I feel so unreliable right now. So much has happened in the last few months i have barely had time to stop and gather myself. With exams, studying, parties, work, promoting, a trip to queensland, another trip to queensland, birthdays, dinners and finally ending up in china i have had next to no sleep in the last month and a half.
So far I spent two night at the white swan in GuanZhou while my parents did business, two nights in my City apartment in Longgang settling in and The last two night in the beach house resting. And my god ave i rested ! I had fifteen hours of sleep last night! I woke up forgetting how to walk >I have so much to be thankful for as well, such as my great friends and family who pick me up when i am at my worst.
There is only one thing that i am regretting this year, and that is lossing someome important to me needlessly. There was no cheating or lying as i had them believe, it was all a cheap ploy to distract them from my expressions of discontent. And so they left, at the worst possible time for them. It was for the best i suppose, thinking about their indescretions showed how it was less of a loss then i thought. What hurt the most when i was with them was that i knew i would always be second, thought about second most, cared about second best and loved second to someone else. Its not something i could have lived with. why is it that the substitues never seem as good no matter how much better they seem on paper ? Its been less then a month, but somehow it seems like its been forever- though it still hurts. Once again ive been replaced, by a newer model, and people wonder why i have a complex about staying young? They seems happy, and i guess in some way it should make me feel better, but it doesnt. It hurt so much when they were down and i did everything i could to make it better, even though they never knew and hopefully never will. Looking like the bad guy is better then looking like i tried but couldnt make it better in my eyes.
Either way, this year was a chance to learn and grow, Next year is when i make my mark. So many plans in my head just waiting to spring into action. Im going to show those who have no faith in me what i am exactly capable of. My goal this year is to be completely independent.
But before that i am going to enjoy my time away from all the BS that tends to plague my existence. Looking at how the people over here gives me a new profound outlook to life. Life doesnt have to be all social politics and complications. It can just be simple, like the old man sitting on the peir fishing or the old ladies that gather outside my gated community ever night to dance. Life is only as complicated as you make it. Sometimes i think those who have less, can gain so much more in life.
In this sense, i am reluctant to go home this time.

Boys and Barcardi

2008-10-05T21:16:00.000-07:00

My mum always told me that when i was in a relationship that the guy should always love me more then i love them.

Which i managed to stick by for most of my dating life (which hasn't been too long, i was a late bloomer lol) but lately i find myself putting my heart on the line more and more often.

It always seems to happen the same way. Girl meets boy, Boy likes Girl, Girl likes boy, Girl opens her heart, boy leaves. Girl napalms boys possessions and youtubes it

I'm starting to believe it is me that's the problem or Perhaps its my choice in boys, which is less then stellar (my friends will vouch for that)

I get the guys who are mentally challenged, deranged, drugged up, alcoholics, compulsive gamblers, compulsive liars, pedophiles, commitment phobics, stalkers, loud chewers, with mother issues, with hygiene issues, illiterates, jerks, jerks with jerky friends or just plain idiots.

You want to see the crap of the crop ! well i got them !

Its my own personal freakshow... and im the ringmaster !

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On a less depressing note, I got to have a look around Barcardi fest at darling harbor before.

I remember last year when we went it was already closed and we all went home dissapointed =/

But this year is was so madd... the atmosphere was so alive and people were dancing in the streets! just like the world should be all the time ! I wish i knew how to Salsa !

Its a shame i was only there for Half an hour because it had to go Vintage after !

I love bright lights

Dancing in the street

Will toe and I

Beautiful city backdrop

-- kitty xx

Oktoberfest at Löwenbräu Keller

2008-10-02T19:08:00.000-07:00

I always relish the opportunity to see my girls, its always so hard to get us in one spot. Whether its work commitments, study commitments, illness, laziness, boyfriend issues or girlfriend issues, there is always something on for at least one of us.

So when most of the group is there i get excited! the only person we were missing was Nancy, but shes properly busy preparing for her birthday bash next week (doubt it, but sounds good).

Either way we managed to finish about 20 litres of beir between the 12 of us! pretty impressive for little Asian chicks right ? haha

Aileen and I also got to go up for the cow bell ringing as well, which was soo unbelievably cool even though I was a little laggy and i forgot to stop a couple of times (only i would do that).

I went up for the second time that night for the drinking competition (typical) which was hilarious. We were already a little tipsy and bloated from the beir we had before but hey what the heck!

We would have won too if it wasnt for our vanity! we are suppose to drink the beir and leave the foam and then put the glass upside down on our heads. But obvously the prospect of ruining our precious hair was something we were not prepared to do, even with our competitive nature.

So we finished the drink, foam and all. We were suprisingly fast as well and would have won if the other girl doing it hadn't decided to pour half the glass onto her head. Some things are just not worth winning ! haha Either way it was hilarious and we got a free shot of snapps !

Pretty good !

Although the food there isnt really my cup of tea, i hve to say i love the entertainment ! oh and the MANGO BEER MMMMM!

My beautiful Girls

My sexy mama susan!I think Lansi and Shellz look super cute here! (and a litle drunk)

One.. Two.. Three .. GO !

*gulp gulp*

Aileen and I ringing the cow bells !

-- kitty xx

My mini mock experiment.

2008-09-29T00:10:00.000-07:00

Our Hypothesis : It is unreasonable to ask for a spouses password.

Participants: Subjects are of various genders, sexual orientations, races and ages

Methodology: Random sample of subjects were asked one of two set questions delivered neutrally with little [as possible] researcher bias. This was done by using two different reseachers to deliver the survey

Q. is it reasonable for a guy to ask his gf for her passwords?

P1 :he is just saying he doesn't trust you
its kind of immature of him

p2: FK NO, lol well if a girl asks me for all, hell no. sum are ok.

p3: no, he may be your partner but u still have your own privacy.he should put it in the past and leave it at that, not try to check up on u as it is now..and he is also checkin up on u cos he cares for u
but yet i wouldn't like the thought of a guy checking up on me...

p4: no, i think that's going to far when it comes to privacy. There has to be some sort of privacy
when a guy asks that hes just being insecure and paranoid...and from my experience..... shit goes downhill from there

p5: no, she is allowed to have her own privacy and life on the side. he is just insecure if he asks that.

p6: not really. he doesn't need to get into them, there yours.
might be different if u both trade passwords or something but it seems like a weird request to me

p7: no, never. unless it is absolutely necessary or something that isnt important. everyone deserves their own personal space. there are things that people are not able to share,emails especially,who u speak to, how you speak to, is of no concern to them. there is absolutely no need for them to know what your emails consist of

Q : is it reasonable for a girl to ask her bf for his passwords?

P8: no, privacy is privacy.its like everyone's own personal pandora's box

P9: reasonable is in the eye of the beholder, but for me i would not entertain such a request.

p10: if a girl asked me for mine. only way i will give . if she gives me hers, cause that's fair trade

p11: not really what for? give him sum privacy

p:12: no, and its not alright for her to go through his phone and check up on him by calling his friends. relationship all about trust

p13: if there's a reason to, like needing to check something for them. but otherwise, to have his passwords just for the sake of it seems a lil overbearing

Results: As we can see from the results 84.61% of subjects believe it is wrong to demand a password from a spouse. Whilst the rest believed it depended on the situation, or did not answer the question correctly (lol).

Conclusion: As the sample size is relatively small, further research must be undertaken. However from this sample we can observe with a 90% confidence interval that asking for passwords is not reasonable thus confirming the hypothesis.

Kitty and Buddha !

2008-09-16T03:55:00.000-07:00

So I haven't blogged for a few weeks now, even though i told myself i would but sometimes sitting down and writing down everything i do seems like a waste of time because i could be out doing other things. Then i realise that regardless of whether i blog or not i spend almost all my free time sleeping ZZzzZZzz.... or chatting. So might as well blog, gives me an avenue to complain and vent and also gives me something to look back on when i'm older.

But the main reason why i haven't blogged on this site is that im writing Bio's of all my friends on another blogspot:

Tokyokittyandco.blogspot.com

I am in the process of writing the bio's [from my point of view of course] of my closest friends, oh, and my brother. Of course I have many many more great friends I want to write about, but i don't think its possible for me to write about all of them even if i wanted to. So far there are 16 people on my list of people i MUST write about and considering the amount of uni work i have to get through and all my other commitments, I don't expect to finish anytime in the next month or so.

I wish i would blog more often then I don't have to write big chunks of stuff each time! So much goes on such a short time ! For one I'm working Every Saturday at FUNKY BUDDHA now which is both fun and exhausting. Believe me or not i work very very hard every week and i go home exhausted every night and sleep till Sunday afternoon. But i have a great team to work with which makes it better each week. Being the Host is alot harder then people think! but trying to make sure people are having fun makes me happy too so its win win for me. How many workplaces lets me drink and dance? I should consider myself lucky ! cause the crowd are nice too, very mixed which is a nice changed from the Asian scene because it means less Fights!

Welcome to FUNKY BUDDHAMe + Frances

The only bad thing about my job is that I cant go anywhere else on Saturday night except for the club.It was Ryans Surprise party the other night and i could only stay for less then an hour before I had to head off for work ... =,(

I never get to catch up with those guys anymore! MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH ! The Karaoke it was held at was so nice though!

There was LED lights lighting up the bottom of each table and they used a projector for the Karaoke system plus a LCD at the black of the room which is extra handy when there are too many people all over the place and you cant see the front of the room hehhe ... OMG i so want to take my girls there !

Me + Sharlene

Me + Aaron + Marie

Stupid Computer won't detect my memory stick ! So i can't upload my pictures of the night!

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It was Ivy + Ni's Birthday Party last week. I couldn't resist dressing up! the theme was VICTORIA'S SECRET so you can image what the girls were dressed like. All you guys out there who weren't fortunate enough to be there, jealous much ? hehe

Sexy much ?

The always Beautiful Miss Josie !

Vi + Me

Hawt right ?

Thao gawking at the girls confidence!

* * *

The agenda for this weekend is Dinner with Old uni friends and then Saturday work once again [fingers crossed the girls come this week =)~ ] Lets just hope i make it though this week! Its assessments galore !

-- Kitty xx

P.S I think this is the cutest pic of Dai ! I just have to share ! I can't get over how cute he looks in it !

Ahhaha So lost awwww !

This life

2008-09-04T23:11:00.000-07:00

"A Freudian slip, or parapraxis, is an error in speech, memory, or physical action that is believed to be caused by the unconscious mind."

An example of this could be calling your wife by another name? I think the sub conscious and the unconscious have a large baring on your behavior.

Which is why i think Freudian slips are more then issues with grammar production which is what most cognitive psychologists try and sell. Freudian theory puts emphases on the repressed sexual desires that manifest as physical behaviors.

The experiments that have been carried out on the subject all point to the very likely possibility that Freudian slips to exist. An experiment in 1992 by Jacoby tested the incorrect response rate to people who were caused anxiety of a shock and sex compared to a control group that showed that both showed twice as many "slips" as the norm.

So Freud in 1901 with no proof at all could have been onto something. The idea that all boys want to kill their father to get with their mother might not have caught on as well, but definitely i think Freudian slips are something to look out for.

So girls next time your boy calls you another name, keep your eye out on him. And boys, when your girl is accusing you of it, say it's your sister's name !

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So last month I had quite a busy month, lots of work to do, assignments to finish and places to go. I didn't manage to upload many pictures onto my blog.

Which is sad, cause i know when I'm looking back in a year, I'll think "gee my august 08 must have been dull"

I keep this blog here because i want to be able to look back and see what i was doing, thinking and feeling later on in life.

I look back at my livejournal blog once in awhile and it still trips me out the way i saw things back then, how i wrote and my general inferences about life.

Not to mention all the pictures that i dont even remeber that remind me of the good times i had in high school.

Makes me quite nostagic *tear tear*

So im going to do everything i can to continue to write everything down, no matter how trivial and boring ! because i know one day im going to look back and think gee .. my life was so interesting back then *ahem*

But for now, a picture is worth a thousand words ..

My August in pictures !

Japanese Cusine with the girls:

Our Yummy Drinks

Mmm... alkimahole !

Me + Lansi

Oooh.. Sashimii

V + Shells

Shes so cute!

Orchestra at the Opera House:

Such great architecture

My ticket

So beautiful inside the Auditorium !

Dinner After the Show =]

Van's 22nd Birthday :

The Birthday Boy - very tropical !

who worked it better ?

I'm always intruding ! hhah

This is where i belong ! =] i HEART him

Showing off Fonseena's creation

Fireworks!

Making the Bday Boy's Drink - look at andrews face !! hahahah

So chio!

The journey has just begun !

More to come ..

-- Kitty xx

Infancy

2008-08-30T11:58:00.000-07:00

People are no more then a summation of their experiences.
I am no different.
But my experiences have shown me that i am clearly lacking the experiences to be able to consider myself an adult.
My mind is still in its fragile infant stages whilst my physical shows me as a confidant young lady. I am the jack of all trades yet master at none.
I am the composition of the expectations of my familiars which makes me thoroughly transparent yet still shrouded in mystery.
There are many a word exchanged about me, yet none of these Chinese whispers amount to any sort of truth even though people tend to take it as face value.
To know what i have done does not turn me into the very lies i am trying to escape. To know that I am more then ordinary, that i can escape the stereotype and be the person i aspire to.

My physical might show a confidant young lady, but i am still a infant. and i need to be protected

Wedding fever

2008-08-20T19:44:00.000-07:00

I'm not sure who told me this, but apparently this year, according to Chinese horoscopes, that people in long term relationships either break up during this year or will definitely get married.

The thought is scary right. So far I've seen this prediction to be true, so many couples are spitting up or seem to be very shaky despite the years and years of being perfectly happy. Even I had a big breakup this year, which even though was for the best, hurt like hell.

So you could see this year as a clean up year, a year where all people who aren't meant to be but are just holding onto each other anyways get a kick up the butt to split up. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing because as we all know when one door closes another one opens up. Something i can also relate to.

So why all the relationship talk you may ask? Well... This year has been by far the year that I've heard the most wedding talk, so you tend to start comparing and thinking of your own.

A couple of weeks ago I went to a wedding with Dai which co-incidentally was also one of Fonseena's cousins. Such a gangster wedding if you ask me, It was a sea of spiked hair and tattoos (i have x-ray vision) They had great entertainment thought, Brazilian dancer and drummers and a really cute singer with a totally hot dress. The venue was good but very crowded for the amount of people there which made walking around very difficult and the dance floor hard to access. oh and the bridesmaid dressed were realllyyy pretty !

The dancers !

Fonseena + I

They're next! heheh

hes so cute (and a poser)

I'm definitely getting dancers at my wedding. Since i love dancing so much i might perform myself heheh.. proberly not a good idea in my planned 20K wedding dress thought.. heheh..

I also want a really traditional church ceremony, which is a shame because i don't go to my local church anymore (even though i should ><) but i also want a traditional Chinese ceremony to celebrate my roots. Not to mention i think the dresses are uber pretty. Asher did that for his wedding - one church wedding and one traditional Cambodian wedding. It just added to the meaningfulness of the day. Agreeing to perform a long and tedious ceremony where people make you wear something that resembles a mix between genie pants and a massive diaper, have random relatives throw things at you and pretend to cut your hair is what you call love !!

The happy couple - all blinged uP !

The fairytale church wedding

The wedgie pants - makes peeing a bitch !

Outfit 3 ? 4 ?

Retarded Malaysian air hostess much ?

Weddings are so exhausting to organize, i don't know how people do it ! I'm considering having a quicky Vegas wedding, Save time and stress and we can go to a strip club after ! lol. But then it would rob me of the best dress up of my life - my wedding dress. No normal girl in her right mind could say she never dreamed of walking down the isle in a vintage couture wedding dress

I want to look like this on my wedding day !

My parents went to a wedding of a family friend's daughter and they came home with these...

These lasted a total of 15minutes when they got home =] aren't they pretty! I want to make some of my own! wonder where i can do that at ? I think they are such a cute present for the guests! personally i would give them something that would last longer though.. but then again im sure it lasted longer then 15minutes in most households because the bottles were quite full to begin with , i think i ate like 7 before i could stop myself and take the picture.

God all this wedding talk is making me feel so old !

-- kitty xx

Fin !

2008-08-14T06:34:00.000-07:00

Today was the final day of my radiation therapy which marks the end of my treatment for the time being which is definitely a cause to celebrate !

So far I've had - One brain surgery, Two weeks in hospital, Six weeks of Steriotactic radiotherapy, Tens of MRIs and CT's, Countless Appointments for various doctors and hundreds of injections. So thinking that this is going to end for awhile bring a little peace.

Believe it or not i actually felt somewhat nostalgic when leaving for the last time, Knowing it will be the last time i'll be walking down the halls of Westmeade hospital, into radiation oncology into LA1 (the machine i was on) and having them shoot radiation into my tumor while i'm strapped into a skintight mask.

... actually... doesn't sound so good when i think about it that way ...

nonetheless, it was kinda sad walking out for the last time because the radiologist from the other teams that treated me first all came in to say bye to me. i almost cried..

that was until , i was informed by a friend in a DIFFERENT hospital in the same faculty that people were "discussing" (read: bitching) about my "eccentric" dress sense !

That's so mean !! how did news of my dress sense reach different hospitals ?! I swear people gossip so much !

Just because i came in to treatment for the first two weeks dressed as a Japanese schoolgirl, the next two weeks in business wear and the last two weeks in black top to bottom does not give them an excuse to mock me ! so mean >< !

So what if i dress "eccentric" ?! i think everyday should be like a dress up party ! they are just jealous they have to come into work everyday wearing the same navy blue pants, the same white polo and the same navy sweater ! (gosh that sounds like my school uniform!)

I can already tell which radiologists it was! but it doesnt bother me ! everyone is entitled to their own opinion ! and i've become accustomed to the gossip over the years...

People will always talk, it's up to you whether you want to let it effect you or not.

Don't get me wrong, i love listening to gossip as much as anyone does, but when it comes to assuming i know the personality of the person in question, gossip usually is misleading. Ive had many experiences where i hear a whole bunch of incriminating things about people only to find out when i meet them that they are as sweet as pie. I'm pretty sure people have realized the same about me as well.

As a past boyfriend stated "before i got to know you i thought you were this empty shell of partying and drinking, but know i know you, i find that you have substance" That was something I will never forget him saying. I realized all the gossiping in the world couldn't harm me if they ones who i truly care about knew me for exactly what i was.

The only thing that upsets me is when people make assumptions. Not only about me but about my friends and people i care about. I wont go into them in detail because its not worth talking about.

Anyways, Enough about depressing stuff ! Kitty needs to sleep =]

--kitty xx

Lazy weekend in

2008-08-03T01:40:00.000-07:00

Believe it or not i pretty much stayed in all weekend. Surprising considering i was downing drinks like a fish the last two months ! Treatment on Friday took forever and by the end of it i wanted nothing more then to crawl back into the warm security of my bed. After seeing Asher at Parramatta during his lunch break i headed home and spent the rest of the day and night doing facials and furiously trying to finish reading the 5th Harry Potter [yes, i know I'm behind!] Stupid Asher said my skin tone was uneven and now I'm overly paranoid and resorting to packing on the powder knowing perfectly well his plan was to make me self conscious.
I slept so early I woke up at 6am by an SMS from Dai but managed to force myself back to sleep for another 6 hours until i was woken up by a call from asher, which i then proceeded to go back to sleep until he banged on my front door 15minutes later, which meant i had no choice but to get up let him in and go back to sleep. Ahaha it took about 20minutes of verbal abuse to get me up *sigh* i should have woken up at 6am instead ><' So after an hour of trying on everything at the top of my clean laundry pile twice we headed out. I only expected it to be me and Asher but we were pleasantly surprised with company from Ryan, Sharlene and Wendy =] So the girls shopped and the boys.. ? well not sure what they got up to .. So fun catching up with everyone, since i hardly ever see any of them anymore. We even got to see Sharlene and her sexy new bike *droolz* I wish I wasn't so uncoordinated, I'd get one too.

Sexy !

Sunday i spent the whole day at home, resting up for what i am sure will be an exhausting week.
And i did my nails =] pink and purple with glitter and stars ! I know they will only stay pretty for about two days ! but its worth the hour and a half i spend painting and repainting them obsessively ! Its so easy doing my right hand but it's a bitch doing the left one, So i took a picture of the better hand hehe...

Pretty right ? =]

My little Nail Kit

Asher gave me this box for Christmas. Its so funky !

I got this stupid virus on my computer.. its called FUN.xls or something.. arhhh its screwing everything up. Its also infected a whole bunch of my Memory sticks as well... I'm so dumb cause at first i thought it was my memory stick so i stuck in another one to test, which didn't work either, but being the slow person I am i still wasn't convinced so i stuck another one in and it didn't work either which is when i realized something wasn't right ! So in effect I've infected 3 memory sticks with the Virus ! Ahhh .. . stupid stupid stupid !

Now I gotta get Asher over to fix everything =.<

-- kitty xx

Do you

2008-07-29T16:01:00.001-07:00

Do you, know that this is what i do
I'm so good at what i do
I Shouldn't say it but its true.

a thought.

2008-07-29T05:30:00.000-07:00

seriously, FUCK YOU !

Curry , clubbbing and camwhoring !

2008-07-26T22:31:00.000-07:00

I think i have a routine now, Every Sunday morning i wake up exhausted from the weekend's mischief and mayhem and the first thing i do is grab a bunch of chocolate bars and sit and blog. Luckily enough this week was pretty tame compared to last week, no excessive drinking or club hopping.
Friday started off at Tandoori Palace in Kings Cross for a 21st birthday dinner. When i arrived the waitress gave me an indian bindi to stick on my forehead, a very cute touch if you ask me !
Curries, Curries and more Curries was on the menu! Well five different curris to be exact and of course tandoori chicken. I loved the dipping sauces and the pappadiums! yummm ! The food took quite awhile to arrive, but thats mostly due to the fast that so many people came late ! but it was really good.

I think I've rekindled my love of Indian food !

Dinner is served !

David + Van + Me

THE Wayne Lo joined us for dinner Lol

The ambiance of the place is so serene

After that i headed down to Blackett Hotel for another Birthday Party. The function room on the top floor was the venue for the party, it consisted of a indoor area and an outdoor area that included a bar. The place was quite nice, might consider having my birthday there next year. The place would only fit around 100 people comfortably, half of what i had at my party this year which means it will be invite only. I hate when places are over crowded

The place looks pretty on the outside

After the party finished around midnight i headed down to St James to meet up with some friends and conclude the night. Not as packed as usual but still pretty busy on the top floor. Music was good mix of house and Rnb and the general atmosphere of the place was very upbeat. This is the first week in awhile that I've actually danced more then I've drank, which is a nice change because i managed to get home at 6am, sleep and not wake up feeling like crap

Wil toe + Me

Alyzza + Todd + Me

Enjoyin' a cuddle from dai

Chilling on the balcony

I didn't get to bed till about 6am ! so exhausted the next day but i managed to get up around midday ! and accomplishment to say the least !
HOwever lack of sleep didn't deter me from heading out for another night on the town! I had a [very] late lunch @ habibs in bankstown and headed off to Lansi's Pad for some last moment touch ups before we headed to the city for dinner and this Greek restaurant called Medusas, It was a shame I had such a late lunch and didn't have much of an appetite because the food there was pretty damn good. The Samplier Plate was full of all my favorite foods - olives, hallumi [spell check anyone?] cheese, stuffed vine leaves, tsatsiki dip with pita break and marinated octapus[which was a little too sour for my liking but still good]. Even though i wasn't hungry but the food still made me salivate! ahaha! The place was pretty nice too with a really artsy murals on the walls that were juxtaposed with the crisp, neat setting of the restaurant. Definitely going back there one day when I'm actually hungry !

Yummy !

Aileen + Me

Me + Fon - Don't we look alike ?

Half lasagna / Half Potato Bake

More cam whoring

After Dinner, we all made our way to kings cross to meet up with the other guys for drinks. The line at world bar was insane this week so we decided to hit up a pub instead. A great way to finish a weekend - good food and company !
I'm sorry Lansi i couldn't stay longer! you know i miss you ! Uni starts soon don't worry ! ill be around all the time then ! and Dance class on Tuesdays!!
And i know i say it every week, but you girls all looked so hot last night ! Fonseena's hair, Lansi's skirt and aileen's shoes ! all super chio !!
I called it an early night because I wanted to be rested up for Uni on Monday! how geeky of me !

Vodka Cranberry Pineapple !

Flaunting it

Keeping hydrated

One last thing... Thanks for the pressie from the snows dai =]

how cute is this ?

-- kitty xx

Congradulations

2008-07-25T19:53:00.000-07:00

I would like to congratulate my cousin Dave and his [now] Wife Yooah on their nuptials. I just had a look at the wedding pictures and they are nothing short of Perfection. I just wish i could have been there for you special day. Dave, I'm so happy for you finding your soul mate and Yooah i welcome you with open arms into our family. Makes me teary just looking at the photos, the wedding was truly magical. I dedicate this quote to the happy couple -

"For when my outward action
doth demonstrate
The native act and figure of my heart
In compliment extern, 'tis not long after
But I will wear my heart upon my sleeve
For daws to peck at: I am not what I am."

William Shakespeare
Othello, 1603

Props for the photography, very well shot, Vinson! take pointers !

Our family is getting more and more multicultural by the day - Hawaiians, Japanese, Russians, Americans and now we can add Koreans to the list !
When will it be my turn ?! I love weddings =.) Something about them make me feel really sentimental, i cry like a bitch every single time. With the exception of Asher's because the makeup artist was eyeing me and I didn't want to get on her nerves anymore after spending an hour fixing up the make-up she had put on me so i looked somewhat presentable.

Im such a sucker for romance ..

-- kitty xx

Shopping Shuffle

2008-07-23T15:28:00.000-07:00

This is Hilarious ! You just wait till i get to coles next time !

Weekend Maddness

2008-07-22T01:10:00.000-07:00

Still recovering from a big weekend even thought its tuseday already ! I'm still dead tired and feeling the after effects of my crazy nights out .

It all started at Thai-express on friday night for a elation promoters dinner funded courtesy of Eddy and loi [thanks guys!] Where we all tucked into a spicy meal of thai food that was washed down by southern comfort and midori [+9 drinks]
Which was about the time i came to the creepy realization that all the girls at the dinner were done up eerily similar - Long straight dyed hair, Thick foundation, Dark eye make-up and fake lashes. Not to mention the obvious - all Asian. Thats when i started to wonder when it was it that we started getting mass produced ? None the less it was a good meal , very filling ! ^_^

mmm... battered squid

Me and Vinnie
Me and the Girls

Then I left the crew and headed off to King Cross to see the girls and boys at world bar.
Where we downed teapot after teapot, drink after drink [ +8 drinks] and i taught the bar tender a thing or two about making lychee caprikosas!
I also bumped into a couple of old friends which i was happy to see and made a few new ones. I'm starting to like world bar, Older crowd, no hard cunts, always packed but shorter lines and friendly security. The only thing it needs now is RnB music and a dance floor and it will me be my new home !
Fonseena: you my dear looked HOT ! loved the contacts
Lansi: same goes for you !

Fon + Lansi + Me

Herman + Kenji + Me

Nat and Me [me showing the bar tender how its done !]

Some very friendly randoms

After one too many shot of Absinthe, i jumped in a cab and headed down to St james to meet the Asher and Denden for Tintin's Birthday.

It was almost 130am when i arrived so the normally huge line to get in was bare, not that i have to wait either way, but it just meant it wasnt sardine packed inside which was a nice change. The bottom floor was bare, the middle one was quiet but the top floor was still going strong.
All the regulars were there partying up a storm. And as per usual, Asher and Denden were already tanked and i was pretty much there too.
So After dancing my little heart out and drinking the stress of the week away [ +7 drinks ] we were all pretty exhausted yet very satisfied.
It was great to see asher out ! It may have been the first time out clubbing in almost two months? if i remember correctly ?

And also as per usual, denden drove home well over the legal limit >=[ Even though you do drive better drunk,you shouldn't !

Asher[your a retard] + me

Wendy + Ryan + Me

Tintin + Me
Denden[OMG hes smiling with his teeth !! kawaii des] + Tintin

Drinks total for friday night = 24 !

Understandably i was pretty tired on Saturday morning ! which is why i opted to Skipp the movies with Vinnie + Eddy and rest.
I planned to have a quiet night, but denden decided to have a small karaoke get together with jus a few of the locals. Of course word gets around quickly and an hour later there was a house packed with people karaoking, drinking [+ 4 drinks ], playing dice with more drinking[ + 5 drinks], pokering and "composing" music.
So much for a quiet night in! Most people left around midnight though so the impromptu party ended earlier then expected.

Drink total = 9 ! [Dennis: "pansy!"]

Hen + Me - The Singstar champs !

So with about 7hrs of sleep that night i woke up at 9am not feeling too bad.
Headed off to Wil Toe's place at 10 to help set up for his birthday party. Ive never seen so much meat in one spot in my life ! there were BUCKETS of meat everywhere and the odd bowel of salad here and there.
The Sydney boys Guys arrived first and tucked in on the first round of BBQ food. I sat there and watched some of them devour SLABS of meat, it was incredible ! yet also very primitive at the same time..
People started filling the place around 6 which was when the party was in full swing. Sadly it started to rain which meant everyone had to stay inside which meant that the place was packed !
People were split between drinking [ + 8 drinks ], scoffing down more slabs of meat and ping pong !
OMG i so wanna get a ping pong table now ! even though im so hopeless at it ! but it aint my fault ! i have no depth perception ! and a slow reaction time ! I gave up after an hour and decided to go inside and drink with the birthday boy and Co. and got challenged to a drinking competition with jimmy ! [+ 6 drinks ] Ahhh dear Jimmy ! you think your ghetto?! you dont know ghetto until your Raised in Bonny and Schooled in Bankstown ! Of course i have to admit i did fake the last couple of drinks, but still you were too drunk to notice !
By this time i was feeling pretty randy and people were starting to leave. Which is when eggy finally made an appearence and put the final nail in the coffin for me ! All i see is her runnin around, grabbing bottles of spirits and throwing them together ! And after a few of whatever she made i was well and truely tanked [ + 8 drinks]
I barely remeber how i got home, not to mention waking up clutching my teddy for dear life ! [ thank you eddy!]

My Creation !

The Cartons of Spirits

So much meat !

The boys devouring the meat

Random Party Shots

Told you not to drink with me Jimmy !

The sign above the toilet

The last ones standing !

Drink Total = 22 !

This weekend was definitely well spent.. even thought i did end up being sick on monday morning ! and now ive lost my voice and my nose is blocked =,[ I think its better for me to take it easy next weekend, Since uni is starting soon ! I'm not a law student so turning to lectures drunk is not something i condone !

Weekend Drinks total = 55 freaken drinks ! My poor poor liver !

-- Kitty xx

Men

2008-07-17T16:45:00.001-07:00

I've well and truly had enough of the male species. Common sense is in place but common courtesy is out the window. You males are so easy to understand, irritating because theres no "perhaps he's.." or "maybe he's.." when it comes to analyzing you, theres just the cold hard fact that you guys are as dull as bricks and utterly transparent.

-- kitty xx

Wish

2008-07-12T18:09:00.000-07:00

So far I've had one week of treatment and so far it isn't effecting me as much as I thought it would. I feel slightly drained and noticed an increase of hair breakage but besides that i'm pretty pleased so far. The treatments are getting faster as well, finally i'm not subjected to half an hour of mask adjustments and very grateful for it ! So the first 5 is over and I'm actually not dreading the next 5 =]

This weekend was actually the quietest one I've had in awhile now. I actually spent Friday night in with a good book which was actually quite relaxing and i woke up the next day not feeling sick or hung over which was a nice change. Saturday was quite relaxing too, coffee with a friend, then a house party with denden at a place tony was house sitting for. It was so much fun , the best mix of food and beverage - BBQ and Cocktails ! I don't know who was mixing the long islands but they were the best I've ever tasted ! hats off to whoever it was ! Ended up having more to drink then i should have, but nothing compared to denden who was snoring like a bulldozer all the way home -.-;

Me holding onto my drink for dear life

Hanging out on the balcony

Such a pretty house

[Note to self - never let tony or denden house sit when im away]

This week ive decided for a change in image, so I've decided to dye my hair and maybe a trim. Ive had the same boring style for ages now, and although my roots aren't very visible, i know they are there and it bugs me !

I like her fringe and the shade of brown, but I'm not sure if it would look as good if my hair was completely straight, i don't think i can commit myself to curls yet.

I Like this colour and the length but the fringe is kinda sucky. Please ignore the fact she is almost completely naked and focus on the hair !
Its been so long since ive had a middle part, but i dont think i cant do this style even i thought i think its adorable because of the loss of hair since the surgery, my fringe is nowhere as long as that, and parting it on one side would mean you can see my very asian gangster undercut courtesy of my neurosurgeon.
This colour is similar to tila but a little more blonde, the style is a tad plain but i really love this colour. I think this colour would look good, minus the roots of course. On a side note, those socks are so cuttee !

I'll have to find some time this week to visit my hairdresser. Can't waitt !! And i want to get a pair of coloured contacts now that my eye is not as cross eyed and it might actually look good, maybe green or honey.
Arent these contacts hot ?? DIOR contacts *drool* The gold ring is abit much but the other two are to kill for ! Santa cant you hear me ?!? This is what i want for christmas !!

Now continuing my search for hairstyles through my japanese fashion mags ...

-- Tokyokitty xx

l o v e

2008-07-08T05:45:00.001-07:00

So after watching the sex and the city movie tonight, I've come home feeling lonely and vulnerable. Living the single life was good for a time but i am a person who needs to love and be loved in return. It just seems that for me by the time i get to like the guys seems to already move onto resentment of the life i live. I make no excuses for the fact i'm overly sociable, time scarce and have a tendency to wake people up in the middle of the night for pointless chit chat. Put up with that and in return you get someone who's loving, caring, a good cook and great at massage.
I have one person in mind as a matter of fact, unfortunately he, like many other, have succumbed to the dreaded Chinese whispers which makes me seem less then trustworthy. Nevertheless i continue to be myself. I refuse to budge from my high horse. It just depends on the guy if they want to hop on with me or not.
A friend once said to me, if you are loved by someone, a mountain wouldn't stop them from making their way to you - if this is true then surely some insecurities don't stand a change right ?

I apologize for all the sappy posts, I'm a Pisces, and besides being very kind, we are also consumed by our emotions, which tend to rule our actions. Something that i try to avoid despite it being the very fiber of my existence.
Amazing how a mere chick flick can stirr up so much emotion in me !

-- Kitty xx

Wasting time

2008-07-07T21:39:00.000-07:00

Ive been tossing up between a certain issue the last couple of week, although the thought has always been there, my insecurities stop me from acting on impulse and analyzing it in a way which would ensure I'm never happy nor loved. I think, discuss, analyze, reason, all with no success. Only one thing has actually hit me as being a profound. This came in the form of a friend breaking up with his GF on sad pretenses.

"so don't waste time"

Four words that made me realize all the time i spend thinking, discussing, analyzing and reasoning could have been spent on strengthening ties and testing the waters. Why dip your toes in, when you can swim? jump straight in.

Anyways to my second radiotherapy treatment today seemed so much more difficult to cope with then my last. I lay there for over twenty minutes while the various radiotherapist and students fiddled with my head until it was in perfect position to provide 0.5mm precision.
I managed to open my eyes inside the mask this time, and to my surprise there was indeed a laser show, green lasers shooting all around the room as the giant machine rotated around me. Quite pretty, but still, i fell asleep and had a rude awaking by an impatient nurse. what happen to bedside manner ?! Twenty Six treatments to go ! Yayyy !

Can't wait for this weekend, Jeri Lee and Helen Su at St James ! Usually I'm not bothered going for girls in bikini's but Dennis is an avid supporter of girls in underwear and insists i help him get a picture with them, so i suppose im going along for the ride ! haha

Gen + Me + Suzie [@ St James Las week]

Speaking of Dennis' , Introducing My Future husband - Dennis Joseph O'neil aka Dennis Oh, Half Korean/ Half American Model. Born 29th August 1981 which makes him 27 this year!
Why cant all guys be this perfect looking ? *drool*

Who needs a real guy when they can one in their fantasy's ! haha

-- Kitty xx

Popping the cherry !

2008-07-06T21:32:00.000-07:00

So this is the virgin post for my new blog ! How exciting ! I needed something new and pretty to vent my fustration on. My livejournal was good before, but i kinda got sick of it and moved my thoughts to my myspace page, which i quickly came to realise was full of depressing stuff. So i decided to move somewhere new and start fresh ! So im going to keep this journal entry succinct because im still recovering from the weekend's festivities. Friday evening was spent at Jen's 21st birthday, which allowed great bonding time for the girls, and the place was quite pretty as well and with everyone dressed in their best imitations of bond girls we were really a sight

Me and the birthday Girl

Lansi + Me + Shells

Retired Bond + Retarded Bond Girl

The cake was so chio ! full of cup cakes with a really pretty top layer that no one got to eat >=[ The only downside of the night was the overly long speeches which had no relevance to anyone but the speaker and the birthday girl, but hey the thought was nice none the less. I then i headed down to St james for the Opening of 'Something Big' which was packed by the time i got there with the longest line I've ever seen in my life, thank goodness i didn't have to wait! it was freezzing outside! Inside was not much bette, so stuffy and crowded ><' i hate packed clubs ! The line was so long to get up to the top floor and the ceiling was shaking because of the people dancing upstairs, but all in all it was fun, got to catch up with some old friends and had plenty to drink =]

Me + Suzie Dai + Me

Saturday was filled with even more drinking at Asher's then Dennis' with my personal favourite past time - KARAOKE ! woop woop ! haha Most people fizzled out by about one or two am but me and asher were going strong till the early hours of the morning ! haha Such a tiring weekend ><" followed by a even more exhausting Monday morning waking up at 630am for my first day of Steriotactic Radiation Therapy, Strangely enough it wasn't as horrible as i imagined, except for being strapped into a skintight mask and while people poke and prod you with random surgical instruments. Only 27 treatments to go ! Wish me luck ! Anyways I'm off to bed, need to rest up for tomorrows hospital visit ! -- kitty xx